@saharzguitar : hi :3 
name :nila ♡
age :20
pronouns :they/she/he
sexuality :bi aceflux
mbti :infj
star sign :pisces

i'm intersex & genderfluid, a south asian bengali, and neurodivergent.
i love cats and winter âť…

circle priv for close moots: nils spills :) @nilspills

please read till the end ~ n

FAVE BOOKS / WEBTOONS
heartstopper, solitaire, loveless, radio silence, she gets the girl, red white and royal blue, lots of classics + more
FAVE SHOWS
heartstopper, sex education, everything now, heartbreak high, dead boy detectives, xo kitty, the owl house, hilda, camp cretaceous, etc
FAVE MOVIES
Studio Ghibli films (i adore them the most <3), bulbbul, qala , rwrb, do revenge, little women, rocketman, barbie movies, spiderverse, mcu (series & films), tangled, the edge of seventeen, rio (1 and 2), (rom-coms, animated movies, 2000's movies, classics adaptations, paranormal, horror, psychological thrillers, adventure, detective/murder mystery, sci-fi genres enjoyer), lots of bollywood movies + more
COMFORT CHARACTERS/SHIPS
Sahar, Sunil, Quinni, Nick, Charlie, narlie, TaraDarcy, TaoElle, Tori, Isaac, Michael, Oliver, Nellie, Henry, Georgia, Pip, Rooney, Henry Fox, ACD, firstprince, Molly Parker, Alex Blackwood, Blue, Rapunzel, Shizuku, Seiji, Arietty, Sho, Kiki, Tombo, Taeko, Nadine, Maeve Wiley, Aimee Gibbs, Thor, Valkyrie, Pavitr, Miles, Darius, Yas, Luz, lumity, Eda, Hunter, King, Flapjack + etc
FAVE MUSICIANS/BANDS
classical south asain music, rabindrashangeet, zayn, wasia project, chappell roann, conan gray reneé rapp, rachel chinouriri, mxmtoon, beabadobee, lauv, dora jar, delaney bailey, clairo, nell mescal, billie eilish, quinnie, tom odell, lizzie mcalpine, floweroflove, cigerettes after sex, zeph, phoebe bridgers, cavetown, raveena, chloe moriondo, dayglow, laura zocca, babyqueen, dodie, elton john, little mix, one direction, taylor swift, louis tomlinson, olivia rodrigo, sabrina carpenter, harry styles, various soundtracks + so many more
FAVE HOBBIES
reading, writing, journalling, playing my harmonium & kalimba, painting, crafting, sketching - any form of art really, jewellery making, learning about history, mythology & sciences from books & youtube

byf: this is not a stan account for everything listed in my faves section, mainly here to talk about the heartstopper comic and show + other alice oseman books & any books, shows or movie i am currently interested in and music i listen to; occasionally talk about the hs cast & their other projects but i don't necessarily stan them. i tweet about my personal life sometimes; i sometimes tweet in all caps & swear. please use tone tags when possible/needed/if i ask for clarification of it - i struggle with understanding tone over virtual convos. don't make kys jokes/be unnecessarily hateful because it affects & is triggering for my mental health. i don't always follow back immediately or at all; i sometimes might respond very late to mentions & dms due to life & my mh. if you ever have any problem with anything i do/tweet please come talk to me in the dms first instead of pqrt/qrting me, i get very anxious and stressed otherwise. also dni with my account if you hate any of the things i like (it's fine if you dislike them, just don't be disrespectful) (if they are problematic however, absolutely do let me know)

dni if: -16/+35 (current moots are fine), post graphic media content, ship real people, don't respect boundaries, invalidate abuse & sa survivors, invalidate people with any mental illnesses/disorders, bully people for holding public figures accountable, hateful towards anyone for their disability or appearance or how they present themselves.
• will softblock/block if : biphobic, aphobic, transphobic, homophobic, xenophobic, _phobic, etc, zionist, ableist, racist, sexist, misogynistic, conservative, disrespect neopronouns, are discriminatory towards any minority groups, sexualize minors and/or anyone against their wishes •

other accounts : " sahar zahid does things đź’­ " @saharzahiddoes

archive of our own (ao3) : nilawrites